Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Maybe

Maybe I am an angry person. It pisses me off when I am getting an A in my English class, yet in Zoology I am getting a B because the teacher is nitpicking my papers. He says he is just grading it as an english professor. No, because english professors are more open to writing style. He gave me 19 out of 25 because he didn't like my word choice! I had my english professor look at it and she said it looked great!
I love the subject of Zoology, but I imagine a fork sticking out of my teachers eye every time I see him!

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Angry

"Do you ever get tired of being an angry person?"
That was the question I was asked the other day!
I promise you that I am not angry. I am simply frustrated and worn out.
I am just done with life and the people I deal with in it on a daily basis. I feel a little used for others' gain.
I'm sorry if that is to honest, but that is the truth. I feel very overwhelmed at times because I just can't be everything for everyone. 
For example: I helped a women's daughter sign up for the community college here in town. After I had helped her do the online paperwork and taken her down to the college for a quick tour of the campus, I took her home. At her house the women asked if I was voting this year. I told her that I was not able to because I wasn't registered for this state and that I hadn't figured out how to get the AZ paper ballot. I was then chewed out for a good five minutes! I'm sorry that I didn't have the extra hundred dollars to switch to my driver's license to Maryland. I am also sorry that you are dumb and too lazy to help your own daughter sign up to go to college. May I also add that this women asked me to come over in the past and help with signing up her daughter, and I put aside time to do so and last minute she told me not to come over because she (the women not the daughter) had too much to do. 
Yes, I am sorry that I am an angry person. I am also sorry that I don't have more to give. it is just what it is I guess.
P.S.
On top of chewing me out for that, when I said that I was going to grab lunch with a friend, she said that if I "set my priorities straight" I would have the money to have my license switched over.

No. I'm not angry at all. I'm just done.