I have been

Working myself almost none stop with babysitting/maid work all week! other then that some school here and there. I am not going to bore you with that sort of chatter, though. I will tell you about my adventure! Are you ready?
For those who have driven with me will say that I am a good driver,even (not quoted exactly,Sarah) a 'PANSY' when it comes to the road and it's rules. I find that I owe other drivers and my passengers a safe drive! I can now say on the little tag things that I get in emails that I have been stopped by police officer this year. Yes. I said it. I couldn't stop thinking as I saw the lights behind me," was I speeding? I know that I was trying to get around that person because they were driving at odd speeds but was I really going that much over that I will get a ticket?!!? I won't be able to drive if the insurance goes up! " I was thinking this and many other thoughts like it.
I think that the cop was a bit surprised when I told him the window didn't roll down and the back door opened... I have a really cool car(no sarcasm in there at all)! It's name is Junker. I was asked if I knew why I was pulled over, when I answered no he told me that he had been following me since the square and my lights weren't on! I then check to see if they were working properly and it just ended up that I hadn't turned the nobbie all the way and they were on hazard.I was asked twice if I had been drinking and was asked jokingly if I was a BRAT after he saw my Air Force ID(which I might add is expired). At the end of this the police officer was joking with me though I was still really shaky, that just made him ask if I had done anything wrong or I was just really nerves? "Just nerves."
I think that that is the smallest voice I have ever heard come out of me!

Procrastination, Mum's Birthday and other stuff.Not in that order

I really love this picture of me and Quayde. It was taken at Copper Basin Lake when we were finished with our "walk". I can't remember what we were talking about but I had a cattail in my hand and was goofing off with it.

This is one of Mum's presents for her Birthday! I don't know what it is made out of, but the cool thing about it is that you can take the seat part off and put it in the washer! I know, cool huh?!? I just hope that they remember to tell everyone when the seat is not on, because otherwise it could be a bit messy.
There will be more pictures of the event later when it is all done.





Have you every had the feeling to do something but you ignore it. Then you feel bad later on because you know that you should have done what that feeling was telling you to do because you know what was going on/what had happened? I have, and I am sorry to those two people that I have put off. I know (or now know) what is happening. Sorry for not listening and acting on that prompting when I should have.

To all that this concerns: Baby M will not be a 'distraction' anymore. Sorry that She was I didn't mean it to end up that way. She will not be coming to church with me anymore.

Have you ever had the sugar crave? Well, that is what I have right now! It only comes this bad once a month. Hint: the second day is worse on emotions and cravings. So you might want to keep your distance from me, I might eat you. I don't even think that that's a joke.

poems, life and other things

This week for fun/school we wrote a poem. The title is Where I'm From. It wasn't hard because of the way that we did it, It just took me long time!:)

Then, being me, I drew on the corners of the paper of my main lesson book.On one corner there was Horton hatches the egg's elephant-bird and the other had Puck.I think that my Puck looks more like peter pan though. For those who do not know who Puck is I'll give you a hint...William Shakespeare.

Here is my poem.

"I am from the softness of silkies, from laughing at myself and singing at the top of my lungs to songs I only know half of.

I am from where mistakes are creative adventures, nothing is impossible and where white walls are unheard of.

I am from catching bugs, from the light that warms me, the wind in the trees and the sound of the sea.

I am from large family parties in a very small town, from JR Wilson, and Micheal and Tracie, from the green of England and Ireland and the lands of the Blackfoot.

I am from spit wads with Nick, Blading with Julian, Scaring Cindy and wondering in the woods with my family.

I am from cider in winder, Flagstaff in August and a gold throne on Birthdays.

I am from I love yous, be happy,'Dancing in the morning' and skipping Thursday!

I am from what rings true, from manifestation and meditation, from my Father in Heaven.

I am from bubble teas and pumpkin bars, from all kinds of bread and hot cocoa in the summer months.

I am from Impressionists paintings, a car crash, a young man's smile, from Shakespeare's pen and a Glass blower's hot shop.

I am from laughter and tears, the purple in a sunset and the yellow in Autumn trees, from the works of Dr. Seuss and William Shakespeare, from Happiness."

This is who I am accentual.

This week was the wedding down in Mesa. I was happy to have the trip. Even more so for the heat. I thought that it was a bit cooler there than usual down there but that was just me according to the thermostat!

This last Saturday was also my last youth conference. It really makes you think about time when you know that unfortunately you are going to be in singles ward next year. I even had a really good time at the dance which is the first time in a long time. Most dances aren't that much fun because of the little detail that not very many people come. This dance I hung out with friends, danced pretty badly, gotten all those said friends to dance with people no one really knew and got to know one friend better. T.V. is a really cool guy and I didn't really know much about him other then surface stuff. He also tried to teach me how to swing dance.'Sign'. I don't know when all my friends will finally give up on this, they know I don't have the balance for it but they just keep on trying!

I think that I should probably try to sleep considering it is 11:04 and I have seminary in the morning. I don't think that I am able to be in bed before 11 unless and I am sick because it just never happens. Anyway. till next post and I don't think that I will be waiting a month to do so.

"Give me your hand if we be friends,

And Robin shall restore amens."

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